August 2010
numbers.
yah know what I just realized? Jesus only made 12 disciples. we, as disciples, are supposed to “go into the world and make disciples” Mark 16:15, right? then why do we worry about mass-revivals? numbers? when Jesus was here on the earth, he made 12 disciples, and told them to make disciples, and it was meant to be a pattern was it not? then why do we worry about numbers? numbers are...
you hold my world in your hand. *
kso, Im 15.. but I feel so much older. people tell me that Im “older than I am” and “wiser than my age” etc. and I so feel it.
Im sooo ready to grow up ! and I know that I will regret saying that (says those who ARE older than me), but seriously, my age is SO limiting ! cant get a job, cant drive, cant go where I want to go, cant travel, cant possibly know...
ofcourse.
I hate myself. well.. hate is a strong word. I really dont like myself. its cause I care too much about what people think. I know I shouldnt.. but I doo. just little things I do and say.. people just dont take it the way I intended it to be taken. I feel so socially awkward lately. its as if I dont even know how to act around people anymore :S I wonder if I was always like that and am just...
“If Jesus came to visit would you have to change your clothes before you let Him...”
– Prayer Chain via Facebook
“It is not enough to tell them about a God who loves them; you must love them.”
– (via mighty2save) (via jademaala) (via daracell) (via imforgiven)
Do you know the way you move Him?
I saw this on someones tumblr one time and copy-pasted it to a few friends, so I couldnt hit the repost button.. but its too amazing to not post. so here it is !
“Do you know that you caught My eye? In the secret place, where you chose to die? Do you know that you caught My eye? In the secret place, where you chose to die? Daughter, I am captivated by you, I see you, I see all that you...
a fight with discipleship.
well, its almost 3AM and Im still not in bed.. so I thought Id blog on the thing that in the last post said “Ill blog about that later”.
‘I have been looking at people in a new light. I see them as more than people. I see them as souls now. my heart absolutely breaks when I think about how many people who walk by me will never know the love of Christ.’
when I walk by...
compassion and awe.
do you ever get a feeling that you cant fully describe in words? I have two very strong feelings upon me daily that are like that.
the first one is compassion.. this is the one that breaks my heart. thats a really important thing about myself. Im an extremely compassionate person. God gave me a HUGE heart. and since I accepted Christ its just gotten bigger. lately more than ever, Ive been feeling...
God is Crazy About YOU.
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, Your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He’ll listen. He could live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart. And the Christmas gift He sent you in Bethlehem? Not to mention that Friday at Calvary. Face it friend, He’s...
“- “love without measure, unconditionally. no matter how many times...”
You Say, God Says.
You say: It’s impossible
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: I’m too tired
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: Nobody really loves me
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34)
You say: I can’t go on
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalms.91:15)
You say: I can’t figure things out
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
You say: I can’t do it
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: I’m not able
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: It’s not worth it
God says: It will be worth it (Romans 8:28)
You say: I can’t forgive myself
God says: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: I can’t manage
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: I’m afraid
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: I’m always worried and frustrated
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: I don’t have enough faith
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
You say: I’m not smart enough
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: I feel all alone
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
sheep anaolgy.
heeey !
kso awhile back I was on a bus. I was on the transit coming home and the busride was like 5 hours.. and I was alone, so I had ALOT of time to think ! so I was just discussing in my head how I would explain stuff to or answer questions to non-christians about Jesus. and I had a precool analogy ;D its semi-like what the bible says, except I go further with it. its pretttty good....
gossipkills.
yah know what I really dont like? DRAMA. drama and gossip go hand in hand, and I reallly dont want a part of either. gossip is one of the few things that I cant get away from. its part of my culture. an awful part of my culture. and as many times as I have said I dont do it or take part, and as much as I absolutely hate it, I do it too. before, during, AND after I feel horrible though. I try to...
alot. →
treat me right.
I love being a teenager. there are so many pluses ! sleeping in, not stressin out, not dealing with the government, driving other peoples cars cause you dont yet need to buy your own, housing is free, and youve got a law that says your parents/guardians to supply you with your needs till youre 18. life is good ! but then there are downsides.. adults don’t respect us. we are...
“I want to be a woman who lives totally abandoned to the first commandment. To...”
brittlynn.
kso my amazing friend Brittany wanted me to post a blog about our friendship :) so here it is.
dear brittany,
ohmy, where to start? we met sometime last year when you came to youth. me and Jana had a mission ;D to befriend you. you seemed cool, wore a cool hat, and yo gorg. so we never really followed through d: until challenge ! at challenge, we decided to stay up till 6AM talking and...
xinfinitylove.
hi there !
I dont really know who’s gonna read this.. to be honest, it doesnt really matter to me who reads it. Im using it more as a way to vent all my deep feelings or awesome thoughts that nobody cares about etc. so here’s my first post, if you care to read it.
I’m in love. not with a boy. with Jesus. I guess he kinda counts as a boy. d: but Im not in love with him like...
